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Nathan Goulart-Pasco
@nathangpasco
performer, blogger
- Originally from the Boston, MA area. Always yearning to be in the spotlight somewhere. Interests include performing and seeing shows. With some minor successes underway, I will take you on a journey of my life and it's endeavors. With continuing education, practice, and training, I am moving forward to becoming a leader in the artistic field.
Thank You for the Support,
-Nathan Goulart-Pasco
Creating an "ideal" Showman
- If it's a song and dance man you are looking for then I've got one for you. Though dance isn't my forte, I'm having fun finding ways to show it off. I stand by my past work and being the casual gentleman I try to be it's almost crucial I fit in a balance of song, storytelling, and dance. It may take a good amount of time to show off my own interpretations but I can deliver a good take on what the production gives me. It could take a few more attempts to develop my perfect showman. It will happen. When you have something and you take it into your own hands, making it your own, it is so satisfying. It really is.
"A School Project"
- My school English project didn't come easy to me. I wanted a good grade and some props for working hard as well. A home video seemed like the perfect way to win the hearts of the teacher and classmates while depicting "Oedipus". While this story is about a hierarchy, I choose scenes that could wildly relate to life's endeavors and how we treat ourselves and the people around us. It's still relevant today as a matter of fact. I remember sorting through scenes while trying to portray an image that these folks are struggling as we do to maintain healthier choices and balance things out in a dignified manner. For me, it depicted both comedy and tragedy. I learned from it. I saw the hardships more than anything so I tried to portray this project as if it were exagerated. And, I play both parts, haha! This was an important piece of my 9th grade experience and I am proud (you can find the short video on my Instagram, @nathangpasco ).
"A New Perspective"
- It's almost too clear that I want to further my progress and be that something better in businesses around me. An example, a leader. Still, oftentimes it isn't all about looks or interpretation but presentation also. I try to give to people as my parents taught me to do. I try to attend to the business as well as a person's well being. I admit to being a work in progress and love aiming for new goals too. The pride I have for my work is great but I use it well on other things to stay grounded too. I'm really happy to have learned the tools that I need to strive as a dude and good guy in life. My influences often pushes me to eat healthier, be more active, and have a good perspective on the things around me. My way of being taught is special and helps me achieve goals all of the time. You may not need to look further for an improvement in a decent amount of time. I have confidence they'll be tons of singing, a little dancing , and some good character in there as well.
"What Have I Been Up To?"
- In this time of revelation or extreme disclosure that I have been trying to keep up with normal day activities. It's been an experience to transform my everyday activities into a new regime and make them achievable and successful. Aside from the total distraction of doctors and healthcare providers to help me maintain a healthy status and continue bettering both my appearance and more importantly my health, I've been laid back. I have been using my voice, training, and dance from the start of this sad break. I've been working out a little to try to maintain a better body form. I've been improving my appearance to have a cooler vibe within the near future. Wherever these improvements lead, they show progress and I am thrilled for that. I want you to see someone you can count on in an artistic format as well as a representational one. I consider myself a performer because it is my passion and my blogger role is to enhance a more advanced and personal format of myself.
"Who is She to Me?"
- My home movies are always teaching me something as I look back. I wanted 'Goodbye Until Tomorrow' from "The Last Five Years" to depict a woman looking forward to something that was so rare to her at the start of her adult life. Not glamorous yet attractive and a little naive but very aware of what could come. I didn't realize that putting this stuff out there could define me in a way that was very different to some. There are so many titles and labels out there that I just wanted to make clear as well as the fact that I consider myself a hardworking guy who likes to have fun with his entertainment. This isn't the worst thing that could happen, I mean you should be able to be open about what you are in some way. When I see things theatrically I normally don't see colors but rather a balanced yearning to be better and create a good future with the art itself.
"On August 21, 2021 a letter was placed in the ground..."
- I wanted to see progress in myself, my life, and other things that could further my goals as opposed to going against them. It will be revealed on August 21, 2022. So I wrote a little letter to myself and my current place in life on August 21, 2021, in the hope that I can do things my way. I wouldn't call myself the total religious type but more so a faithful being with a good spirit. I also don't really recall everything I said in the letter. It's important to me to carry my loyalty with pride and remain cool about things.
"On August 21st, 2021 a letter was placed in the ground... and here is the outcome..."
"Reflection, Vanity, and Stuff"
- Most of my intentions go with reflection and things like entertainment, both fantastical and real as can be. I have been called vain too but when you do crave attention it's always good to use it in an outlet or way that is creative for me anyways. Vanity is more seeing things differently for one's selfishness. Alright, maybe I am a little vain when it comes to something charming or pretty. I take my art and such very seriously. My photography and writing is meant to be both an outlet to me and a gesture to the viewer. My advice to you is to snap a photo with that pose and smile. Be so true because the message is right. Very right. Reflect as if the pain has turned into dreams.
"Just the Boy Next Door"
- I feel like I'm normally on a good track to my goals. The trendy thing I want to clarify is how the 'Boy Next Door' meets the 'stud' in some circumstance. I'm a guy from a city with an interesting story that sometimes does things to be a little of both. Still, I think of myself as if I'm the 'boy next door'. I get so shy in some situations and often even loving and passionate towards them. I totally know how to twirl a hip too. And I like to be funky. I'll continue to analyze the 'stud' in ways that I do not currently possess. Shy is a good trait to have and even though I've hit the stage a few times and demand that attention in every way, I try to handle situations with kindness. Like the 'stud'. No. Like the 'boy next door'.
- A lot can happen in a year. Yesterday was the one year Anniversary of putting that letter in the ground. It reminds me to "listen to dad's advice", "secure that date", "don't take yourself too seriously", and to "take care of yourself and loved ones". I appreciate these valid reminders and everything in between because they mean everything to me and show me my thought process a year ago. The letter ended addressed to myself with a sincere self love note clearly dated. This past year was spent training for my stage presentation, getting healthier, and spending time with family and friends as well. It's been swell putting this letter together to look back upon some of my quick, random thoughts.
"Creating a Fan Base"
- It's been fun trying to manipulate this dream that I might be someone to respect in the art form or any form for that matter. If I understand few things about this business it's to show a little flaw sometimes and I do for that matter, haha. I'm personally asking for a few more years to adjust to everything and then I will be available in a specific area. I often wonder why I would be liked for a good presentation. Is it my charisma, my talent, my writing style? My personality? I share a lot with you and hope you enjoy the entertainment and thoughts behind it. Hope to see you soon.
"Making My Way Through My Repertoire"
-It was a reward and honor to enter the stage each performance as an Ancestor in "The Addams Family Musical" with Stageloft Rep! I consider my path a special one and want to continue to do good work with strong perspectives. When I first made my entrance here I knew that there was a specific way I wanted to continue this path, this journey. I knew "Making a Difference" wasn't the only reassurance here but to show typical showmanship in the steps that I take. Everyone isn't me and I like to think of it that way currently.
Making a
Difference
- Back when I was doing "Nathan's Theatre Blog" I had planned for a conversation about what made it special and why it was being done. I try to be honest about the hard work I put into the celebration of the art of the blog and stayed away from the critique of it. That's for other people to do, I think. Being a performer myself I do think it's the way to do it. Though the art all starts somewhere special, I tend to try to let it come from my heart too. My passion is what drives me and always will be. It was mainly for the families who had never seen a live performance before. Again, though I'm a good guy and don't tend to let business go crazy, I saw myself always wanting to see it and be it and knew it at that time. They all talk about leaders and it's very inspirational and I'm attempting to kind of commit to something in the art form.
"Using my current 'Instagram' Platform to get Potential Dates"
- It hasn't worked out so far but seems so easy to post a picture taken that tells a story and maybe will be seen by the eyes of someone who cares. Sounds a bit off or crazy but that's one of the main things on my mind while designing my template and social networking. Though my life is in sorts right now and stardom is in need of tweaking too I'll take what I can get. It's easy to see your potential through your media and I truly believe that if you look you may even find a friend who identifies with you. And that's my final offer. As a professional and performer profile I try to prove myself daily with interesting captures that may tell a unique story. Still, it's easy to get lost in the essence of posting something cute or proving myself while trying to maintain dignity of the future ahead. That's the importance of this media in my opinion. Just be ready for more captures.
"Is There Time and Money to support another Artist's dream?"
"You ask for eggs..."
- You ask for eggs and you get eggs. I truly believe in friendliness and great conversation. Sometimes it's okay to ask for more in and out of a 'forum' to keep a balance in your life. I'll admit the world I live in isn't perfect and I often ask for what I need and appreciate the gesture in return. I tend to end up separating my friendships and business. It's always good to have those conversations within a forum to learn from and see things in your way. Make friendships outside of the forum or even achieve to keep them there. For example, within this great world I had asked a fellow actor I was performing with to be my friend and we sometimes hang out and the support system is huge! It doesn't seem too hard if you accept flaws and responsibility.
"Moving Up And Moving Out"
- It takes a lot to admit there's another way of doing things. It takes even more to see the way things may have changed around you due to forces that have always been secured. Do you move toward a different goal or show your growth in a different way to compliment what has happened? It's not all bad things either, it's things that stick out and say "hello". I often wonder that if starting out as an actor at a younger age and planning for other things now, in the way I did, was a mistake. A mistake not only to ensure the ways a job in this specific field can be done but showing total tolerence in the role(s) assigned. This also means there could be that one way of doing something and sticking to it for as long as you can.
"I've Never Been To That Ball..."
- Seeing all of the inspiring social medias and press lately that are out there, I politely thought to myself that sometimes I have different goals altogether. As I've stated before, I do think it's healthy to keep in mind a healthy goal or achievement that you can conquer to make yourself happier and more grateful. I do admit I like attention onstage and off but also require privacy too. I appreciate you understanding your side of the situation of a show's course. Are you a big-time fan, a star performer, both? The hype of a performance does great things to an actor when handled correctly by a show's adjudicator. You can expect me in a certain place with hopeful values for my life and the art itself in a performance, or even out and about, too. You can find perfection at any station of neglect, really...
- Someone that might call it a dream might mean a reality to another human and I personally find that while trying to reach everyday goals that it's harder and harder to support another thespian's work. Some live the travel life and others might see home as a place of other worships. Still, being a guy who finds ways to tackle the business in different ways I try to support live theatre as much as I can! Before I saw the problem being, "Gee, I've never seen anything like this in my life...I want to come back!" and now it's more so, "Well I have priorities and entertainment isn't the first thing on my mind right now". That's where "Nathan's Theatre Blog" said, "there is a place and it's wonderful and scary at times and could be a new adventure." It's natural to want to seek things out and learn from them sometimes in the sports and entertainment world. It's very important to see light on everyday values in places such as these. I'll never forget the first show I saw that got me into this craziness...
"Why 'Somewhere That's Green' is so important to me"
"Is 'Home' a Safe Place to Take Chances"
-There is that worrying moment in any situation that things may not be the same with a simple choice. Every special moment starts in a good place and comfort zone, possibly. My personal way to success is seeing things as they really are. Is there a place you don't want to get too close to because it might effect your way of thinking but you really like something there. It could be. "Home is where the heart is", indeed. And I have picked my house and homes of the heart thus far and have great respect for them. No one has to really know your ratings either. Is it just for pure fun or serious business.
Though I've overlooked current thespians whose logic may be to always move up with the most and greatest in their personal lives, it seemed almost truthful to myself to remain "Somewhere That's Green" through building my resume. Every sensible lyric and indication seemed so inviting to this guy here. A possible big path and genuine nature about me is definitely what I go for. I mean, aside from the mishaps and injuries of a symbolistic, hungry plant I'd say why not!
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"Be The Person Who Puts Humanism First"
-Being in the fast paced, active career of entertainment I often get a little selfish with my motives. It becomes more apparent what I require within the job of the celebration of it all and less about the lifestyle of my gentle everyday being. Even since a young age I have been obsessed with the entertainment, sports and leisure, and fashion world. They take me to creative places and I love being there with them too, oftentimes. I did end up with a more entertainment outlook to my story than any and it does both help and hurt my everyday life. Still, I adore it and the messages it brings people in hopes that one day "love will find you" like "The Wedding Singer" states to a manipulated audience among the leading character's romance and "let's not talk about anything but love" has to offer the audience with Uncle Fester's manifesting through all the happenings of the family. I have and continue to see my mission as a loving source toward characters and audiences who might need a little time with a type of that special 'L' word.
"What To Do On Your Spare Time"
A dreamer is often considered very important because it teaches us to yearn to be the ultimate or very best outlook that we can be. It shows us an ultimate animated version of something that is raised up to the clouds but could be very likely to some. This is just my opinion here but take your fate and roll with it and make it the very best that you can be because it's all you can strive to be. A wish is kind of different in the eyes of me and hearts of those who strive for something more out of living and being and even their normal, everyday goals. I'm not saying it's bad to wish and better to dream or better to wish and not good to dream at all. However, be the person who says, "I have succeeded today because I am the qualities that I like in myself". Maybe that is just it and with no other motives or generosity given there. "Wish for your own selfish being and dream for the qualities you see in yourself."
"Belle Of The Ball"
- The things you can do on a budget! Like affording paying for your household while keeping up with your favorite entertainment or events. It's able to be done. Or even affording the best of clothing if your into the latest fashion and taking the family to a fantastic game or something. This 'Belle' ("Disney's Beauty and the Beast") gown is actually designed and put together by me! It's something I'm truly proud to model and show off as it's a budget kind of thing too. The dress is made of window curtains and ribbon and such. It goes to show that with the right vision and creativity you can mold , sculpt, and create a lifestyle with true class.
"Showing Appeal in an Artistic Format"
Keep up with me, okay! I decided to take a short break from the stage a while ago yet still audition and set deadlines on myself due to my own personal 'appeal' and not keeping up with the healthy part of it. It's almost special to be part of something knowing you've worked that hard to get there. And I'm almost there again. Past that cycle and through that place. Still being onstage has huge tasks of not only telling stories and using everyday topics to teach and mend, in my opinion anyways. It also has a huge physical demand that puts reality on hold for two and a half hours or so to observe with every element instilled in you. It's an often safer place where fetishes are greeted by figures of the heart.
"My Day To Night Look"
-This is hardly a commercial event but when I was in NYC a while back, I discovered that my next trip wouldn't be so taxing. That I would make a bold statement of my own. Some may. Other's might just want to totally be part of it all and that's fine. I kind of do both oftentimes. People have asked me how they should dress for my shows and I'm sometimes as classy of an event than Broadway! Still, my travel plans even became lighter and brighter and better for me! It's not in any stores but just something I'm sharing here. "My Day To Night Look" could be the most lavish production on anyone's body or the even simple too. It all starts out with your favorite brand or usual selfish ideas of what makes you special as a human. Then add on as many layers for the day, night, weather, plan that might be and you have it. The brighter is my idea still try and see what works for you. This is an always discovering process to keep up with all that's happening! Wear something cute.
Is Redefining Theatre Still A Thing?
-You can slowly see even infamous performers evacuating themselves and creating new outlooks and spaces to perform and it's scary to me. It makes me have to reinvent my motives and I'm just getting started here! Not only do they require some attention but expect more from the audience. Welcome in a veteran of the stage or screen by all means but there is a limit here too. As written in "Nathan's Theatre Blog", you should be able to be comfortable and at some authority in the venue(s) you are chosen to be part of. And to break it down further, you could have names there that are staples or people who are suggested as favorites sometimes to please a crowd like me. Is that actor coming in for a show just doing something special or do we talk about it bigger later? Stuff like that. On a higher scale my family totally wants repertoire repeating itself and the unthinkable happening but here where things are valued as always growing in a 'business format', it can get tough either way. Honestly, that's why with my blog I stay at one point and as a performer go wild, because I know topics get serious as things go on and that people can be more trained at those things than I.
"Career Pros & Cons, Health Stuff, & 'Ship' Issues"
-It's almost like I have no plans at all in this business of show, my health status, or my own personal being. Not true. I do have a lot to look forward to as do you on our usual show experiences (please follow my Instagram, @nathangpasco for more updates about me!) through my continuing career. My plans reach as far as can be. It's possible to dream for an ultimate showing at this point, I think, though things may seem somewhat a process still. I just have to stay healthy and active and focus on what does make me happy and grounded most as a person. Listen, it's a huge turn off to me as well, thinking about the spotlight burning as anything but kind to my logic and such.
"A Simple Photogenic"
-I take my photography very seriously. I genuinely enjoy depicting unusual and exciting things throughout my life and career. Whether it be a polaroid capture or professional photo, I tend to lean towards training and a charismatic light. "Each photo that I post has to be worth something to me. It's this evil bet that I play with myself and can't get out of even if I try, because I want to impress in that way." In any depiction a photo is important at any way it's shown, in my opinion, because of it's unique telling of a memory, a time, a moment. In case you were wondering, I do try to keep my pages up to date and try to keep them enchanting or eventful. Still, I do go for something of worth and truth in what I possess. It's one of my favorite things to do!
Is Everything An Equity Thing?"
When I look for a good performer it's normally a great storyteller or a strong actor. You may find that in the most unlikely of places. That usually drives the plot along very well. Lately though, I've noticed more and more 'character descriptions' at a repertory or higher standard requesting their performers to be equity. Not only is it a worry but it could include a potential character that I might have just wanted to audition for to experience. Now being a non-union member continuing to strive and go toward that goal it becomes almost selfless to me to address these college programs with young adults who want to taste acting in their genre and get shut out in not their labels but their status. I'm sorry but being someone who has trouble building a resume and visiting an audience is getting scary this season.
"Taking a Break..."
-I'm somewhat aware that I'm expected to hit the stage soon with my usual behaviors and character traits but I've decided to give the stage atmosphere a little break to improve my health, relationship goals, and future career plans all to encourage and enhance a brighter home life and alter perspective too. I may continue to train for my craft also. Of course you can find me on Instagram posting oftentimes (his Instagram is @nathangpasco), posing for some fierce pics, or continuing to write here while painting the performing arts and life through the eyes of the beholder.
"Is this a time to reimagine vaudeville or Burlesque era"
-Aside from the exciting news of Audra McDonald starring in a new production of "Gypsy", I say no! There are so many people who want to take in a performance like this right now and of course following the triple 'TONY' win by it's proceeding actors, it seems daring. Even for Audra! Though Vaudeville and Burlesque were a specific time, I feel it's patterns revisit. For example. we struggle to earn a daily budget and with different fashion part of it. Maybe with different materials. Without getting too much into it, it's harder and easier to live because of natural matters. "Gypsy" will be great, though. I'm sure.
"A Household or a Home.."
'A Summer of Supporting The Arts"
Even with dad gone and me getting older, mom and I still try to maintain a strict household. It requires upkeep and a strong mind to keep going with daily tasks. With my dreams and wishes running wild, along with a little grief and laziness with steady improvements, I'd say things are getting done. My 'Somewhere That's Green' environment is ever changing and I am hopeful of some projects at some point. Mom and I are the perfect examples of what happens when you live next door to the all-knowing witch or people trying to create a band with singers and songwriters at this point, or even paving new ways to end a strike and start peace. Sounds optimistic.
-It's been a blast supporting all of the great theatre out there this summer. I've taken away a few things from this year and that's mainly about my own selfish needs as a human and reflection on celebrating those key people in my life that don't take me for granted. Imagine a role in your life causing resemblance to what's onstage for a second or two.
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"Where Am I Right Now"?
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-I am a community/repertory performer who puts acting as a priority to present and produce high quality work onstage for those to see with a passionate, critical eye or even just to enjoy a good piece of theatre. "I am extremely passionate when it comes to the work around me and the hard work put into a show." "I miss it so very much. You know, being on a stage and performing with those of similar passions." Planning for a future goal while improving my resume and bio, I want to move only upward in a performance status to enhance and 'make a difference' to those around me while hopefully keeping all of my most valued truth.
"Is There a Disagreement in Your Household?
-There has to be another way to agree to disagree on things such an a matter of opinion, a choice of fact, or even a maturer outlook. Could that mean art or even the light of politics and religion. It gets tough growing up, huh? In the artistic places it's important to sometimes not see things eye to eye in the above, I find. In my opinion, it causes magnetic chemistry or even a problem your character is awaiting to solve even in that artistic format that can be obsessive. Letting these topics into your home can be enlightening conversation and powerful too.
"There's a Story to be Told"
- 'Cinderella's Carriage' was what I was going for here on this at home Halloween celebration. I picked an important theme to me as if a costume totally draped itself from my arm. I understand it's not perfection but it's some proud work. I will continue to tell myself that every day of the weeks that things are possible with a little hard work. Happy Halloween!
"Funding In The Arts"
- Putting in this much time and effort to make it or break it wasn't my first choice. Not to brag or parade myself here but when I was a kid 'fate' had to happen and business had to prevail in order for things to work out for a typical being. I was the last person that would have been chosen for any funding in the arts to make it, if any were given at all. And I am grateful that I had the chance to attend a arts school, though and my awesome training does speak for itself, I think. Even after business and businesses of family labor I finally could cash in, ha! With a budget and agenda of course. I now perform life delicately and use time preciously even when performing or blogging.
"What was it like working in community theatres"
-Personally, I have a ball there and always try to revisit those key moments where I found my passion. Experiencing the having the best quality of things because the designers are as passionate or re-defining yourself every two seconds because something goes wrong with character. Designing your thought of what opening night might look like to you and what it actually is. The personal growth you make as a human being and become more strong and strict with yourself as an artist.
"Fulfillment in a Character"
It's nice to get fellow actors on your side throughout a piece to transform the show with class. It's also awesome when a role you see yourself in is granted to you due to other reasons as well. For example, I'm at a point in my life where I truly identify with the maturity of women and children too, seeing other goals in my future as different or odd. I try to take a character and their advantages and standpoints and keep in mind my own truth to further help with my other goals. It indeed helps my passion too. It sometimes works! Playing in "The Wedding Singer" was very enlightening and grateful to me. It taught me in other ways to stay true to myself and my path as well. At that point it was all about "how to be 'that' young adult onstage" and "creating style and personality to what I was doing". I'm very thankful for my career upbringing. It's funny how these characters and their paths will find us throughout a passionate career.
"I Gave Up and Gave In..."
- I transformed my social connections and media and started over to become something a 'date' might want to see in myself and I'm not saying it doesn't work. About six years ago I gave myself a new outlook to be that person to someone. It works on and off but I'm looking to commit even in a serious social setting and a more laid back one as well. My upbringing is my business but it's almost clear that by my choices of performances like "The Addams Family Musical" or "The Wedding Singer" as the human I try to mold and shape up to become daily.
"Thoughts of Family, Career, & a good Living"
-As a struggling performer, I do suffer from 'family values' I'll admit. Oftentimes the thoughts of neglecting a youthful behavior of my own or special thought of someone else is compromised due to the need for more of that special warmth and attention in my personal life in the future. Mostly it's the thoughts of working in different situations as opposed to a '9 to 5' job. A compromised position that stops and starts and has dinner on the table at 6:30pm with homework almost done. How did that happen?
"Time Passing and Passing the Time"
- Experiencing different methods and ways of doing things and then seeing other things get done shows me exactly the type of person I want to portray in this world in today's stories. I've noticed changes and things people cannot control like the weather and other natural causes and it brings both light to my heart and also curiosity of a more great nature. This holiday season I have discovered doing some crafts as well as enjoying being home with a good heart and the appreciation of good things. I broke out some of my favorite albums and turned on the radio for a little less than hectic nature. It should be a good, spirited holiday here and wishing you one as well.
"A Few Loyal Fashion Statements Over the Last Few Years"
- Over the years I've been seen around places in some of the most cool clothing you could imagine but also the most boring garb as well. I'll admit i've had off days where I wanted to go straight home because my presentation didn't match the event in some casual way. Like it wouldn't be number one one your "take me to your party list", haha. From Ogunquit, Maine to New York, New York back home getting ready for an event in Massachusetts again! Sometimes it works and is fitting too. In beaches to theatres to photoshoots to other places and back to that invention place again of creating the perfect outfit that fits great within your scheme and such.
"A Photogenic Childhood"
-What could have maybe started out as a simple joke turned into the delight on the eyes of the beholder. You can see the known time passing, family values, dedication once thrown into the making of my art, once again. It can be magical and resourceful to look back on but also haunting because it is my childhood and there were and are still some quirks. Some saw our family in the Boston area as lower key in the way we carried ourselves as opposed to society, but that wasn't really true. I've got class and we always have actually. Now it's the opposite, we don't blend in at all and I am sometimes looked at as tacky. That's not the case either. I station myself where it's comfortable for me to park my class and everyday people do beat it, and I'm totally fine with that! Still, after the house in the Boston area aging out of our style I saw a potential adult life ahead that would be marvelous.
"Signs That Things Have & Have Not changed in Nathan's lifestyle."
-Well, the obvious habits in myself that have changed are that I used to love to clean the house all of the time. As a matter of fact, my focus is gone by the time a good song comes on and I get the mop out. Still, you do what you have to do. The good things that have not changed are that I love magical things, surprises, and meeting wonderful beings. I do like striking fierce poses randomly, though, always. And as I've admitted to having less hobbies than ever. It's sometimes tough being an artist of types and creating things and characters because you have less time to be yourself with emotions. To sum it all up I love the kitchen for eating something, games for experimenting, painless fashion, and even cheering on those whose wishes do come true.
"Oh, To Have Another Vintage Summer..."
-Though I'm no longer a beachy kinda person, I do indulge in classic summers by the ocean with good things happening in a vintage way. My mom and I spend way too much time together and I do have a strong support group of friends here. My mom and I played ball all of the time on our streets and on beaches and in parks.I dedicate this post to people who believe in the higher power of friendship and bonding.
"I Was Taught..."
- Looking ahead of the horizons was a challenge for me as I have dreams and wishes and with it being so beautiful, I see nothing but that oftentimes. However, I was taught to look ahead and also stay in the present moment to really take in what you can from a capture or even a special moment. I am often surprised by what I find in these closured things.
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"Performing in Your Spotlight"
- My childhood self went nuts over the weekend's events. I got to see three spectacular shows full of star vehicles and greater celebrity potential. I even got to catch a performance of my favorite musicals there in New York City. The longevity artist in me sat there thinking it may be time to move on and become something more of a perfect, healthy nature within the business. I grow from such experiences and my photography, blogging, and of course my performance must rank up because I have a dream too! As I say, "I will not return to New York City until I'm working there." and it never works out just that way.
"Being Cool With Mom"
-My mommy is the best and always has my back but as a coach she is tough as can be. She keeps it both real and humanistic for me and let's me have fun in the long terms of it as well. Growing up I didn't realize the life that would take this shape from me and become an artistic format such as this, believe it or not. I saw things more broad or big. We do stuff together all of the time and chill and it's a good relation that I need in my life at this time. We reside simply in Massachusetts.
"It's a Secret Date Between You And An Audience"
- It's quite an exciting process to get to the point of actually enjoying your favorite performances. I recently returned from my Broadway trip and left discouraged with how the actors and Administration handled the stage door experience at those performances. Not many of the actors came out of those shows for autographs and considering their resumes and the cold weather they should have at least peaked their heads out! Hey, it's not part of the job but it is indeed part of the great process. There has to be a certain authority built there that routes for people who want to meet their favorite activists/actors afterwards for a short, kindred visit. Theatre is magical so let's begin sharing it. I've always said dream big! It's not only great presentation and respect to an audience but fair marketing to say, "this show is the one you want to be at".
"Issues Using Brands While Modeling In Them"
-I do not apologize for using brand names for modeling when not given a certain brand for it. I am obsessed with the apparel that I wear, even on a common day. Freelance modeling is also important to me to show certain things, I just have to work on the poses, haha. Yet getting asked by another person, "why the Champion outfit"? Even a friendly source found it strange so I wanted to address. I say have fun with it and don't think twice with your style.
"Everyone Has A Best Friend"
-From discovering my passion for theatre to finding my true voice, to discovering myself in many ways- my mom has been a special part of that outlet. From some local events to cabaret performances to some musical events she has definitely inspired me to be myself and grow. Even from an audience's perspective she outshines everyone with her pride for me and I so appreciate her support for always being there when I need her most.
"Issues Using Brands While Modeling in Them: Part 2"
-While I do want to keep up a sort of a mood that "I still got it", it does work out to be better than expected in this topic. I refuse to change my appearances and cheapen these looks just to appeal to a few comments made by a friendly source. A picture is a capture of your heart and oftentimes can define something special to you. "It's the best I can do as of right now and that's saying a lot for someone just trying at this again while revisiting the actor's field now and again". I hope you enjoy my world of everything nostalgic and modern and take a few lessons with you.
"Birthday Cake On My Birthday!"
- I never thought twice about the yummy baked goods that could serve a family on any given day. I crave all of it! Except I do make an exception now to celebrate a birthday with cake and only on those days as a treat because it's special and not to be messed with here at my house! I don't remember the last time I had cake except to celebrate a birthday and that was a treat! Not to forget there are other things to crave, right. Cherish those special moments in your life, a wish, a dream, a peculiar statement. Because it's everything to a person and I live by these. Today I wish for strength, inner peace, and growth within the strength of a person. Like me who is always growing, I do not take it for granted.
"What Happens in the House "
-In an artsy way there's a front drop and a backdrop that actually are invisible to what's happening in the moments. It could also happen to a fry cook and a particular patron's food order and their allergy. Though, I'm no waitstaff I know of this because of the allergies that run wild in my household. It could mean a injury has happened but the magic keeps going. Still in the theatrical world people do "need", I mean it's natural to need! To want friendliness, kindness, getting along even without getting too specific into personal spaces or going there. It's an atmosphere that I've always considered good and opened to my own beliefs at times so I go with that openness too. Get to know someone today, it'll treat you nice or wrong even.
"Being Perceived of Being Lazy For Being Treated"
- Is it a guy thing? For my outlook I totally try to class up my appearance to show up with my passion! My glamour persona consists of special polish and nails which totally takes a grateful team as well as helping my awful feet fetish to make sure I can still dance in every way in those states. I do some of it for myself as well as seek other outlets, I totally admit and am proud of. It almost appears as if I do nothing to shape up my appearances in these genres, even the private ones behind the scenes where I get made up to go onstage. I'm not lazy or anything in these cases. I do admit I have done my own make up to prepare for a character too. It's happened here and there.
"Using My Current Instagram Platform To Get Dates: Part 2"
Not only is the social networking world good for connection and things you have in common. I have found it to be less help with my own creation of 'Personal & Professional' creations where a unique person can see my true potential as a personality on a platform or job insight (find me on Instagram @nathangpasco). It's my own strict biz and my manager did say go for it so my ventures since 2020 have been to find the perfect date too but succeed at other things as well. The media is really what you make it and it's something to have fun with whether you are keeping it between friends and family or making it public. I'm hoping for a fierce outcome.
"Admitted to Struggling With Weight"
-Even with dietary restrictions and everyday activities, I still have trouble maintaining my weight goals. It's tough being someone in the spotlight as it is and being defined as someone you may not all together be but with goals such as this that don't make the criteria in time for curtain, it gets a little bit daunting.
"LIsten to Two Voices"
-In preparation for this summer and getting back to performing and being that longevity artist, I've discovered a few things. One being to 'Listen to Two Voices' within. Those voices being the song that says "I" and "YES" because being in this business can get so unhealthy for the mind, really. If you don't make it this time then there is always another chance and practical arrangement to try. Sometimes the most beautiful lyrics have the most haunting undertones to me , personally. Such as "Everybody's Got A Home But Me". The lyric simply states (heard in 'Pipe Dream'):
*but once in a while
when i'm talking to myself
and there's no one there to disagree
i look up and i cry
to the big empty sky
very powerful lyrics, guys and it's important to me personally because I tend to put so much trust in myself, and that voice that goes 'I' & 'YES' and then it all goes wrong. Wrong! Maybe it just wasn't meant to be that way...
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"Nathan claims he'd 'stop' the show for a committed significant other"
- I'd get in big trouble for it but a reason of importance of emergency is totally a must with me here. I mean, even on the performance my special someone would attend I may want to give them the best performance I can give to an audience but still I think I have to work out this stuff. 'The show must go on' also but to show someone of that importance in my life that I care of their well being, health and all of the above. I'd say why not!
"Ships, Goals, & Fresh Beginnings"
-Taking off the next year or so of performing to oversee my realistic life goals that channel my inner characters within a performance. I will be training my body and mind as well as spending time with family. I will of course be updating (you can find Nathan's posts on @nathangpasco on Instagram) as well as improving my site here when need be for pleasure. Stay updated and let's hope for an eventful outcome.
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"Creating a Path"
-The journey ahead is a rocky road to more successes, stories, and outcomes that help define who I am as a person and business. Some people have major compassion for what they do and where they do it at that time and stick to that specific goal, others may evacuate into a newly anticipated regime of arrangements to define an artistic point of view and lifestyle to be beat. For Example, my goals as of now are placed delicately between New York City & my hometown in Massachusetts. Everyone should have that homebase that helps you plan, chill, and succeed. I see patterns I'm starting to like within myself here and look forward to the next few years. While "Somewhere That's Green" helps me stay grounded and think about special things that matter with family & friends, I can't wait to return to the stage in a few with a better outlook and fierce new interpretation.
"Using My Current Instagram Platform To Get Dates: Part 3"
-I'm not making any notion either way here but I am new to this type of thing so I do it with style, like anything experimental. Don't think just everyone will be on your side either from the start. It will take a few good signature things to get the core group on your side whether you like it or not. Not just because they don't want to be but because they have their own lives to live and learn from. It ain't easy being me. It's like our favorite musical where you cannot understand why one party is on that side of things and the other is right where you want them. Like the politics of good characterization is lost on you because your loved one isn't depicted anywhere on that stage but the situations are all happening and all realistic to something. I've been taking simple presentational breaks from things on Instagram (you can follow along to my ventures at @nathangpasco ) as well to gather thoughts and it helps me with my campaign and dates as well. The rose hasn't wilted yet and I am moved by working through progressions and progress and things I need to stay healthy to be a personal star to my date. I started through this process to better my own well being, outlooks, personal goals, and selfish being and that is just what I'm going to do now.
"Consider Yourself as Special"
-Consider yourself as special in this world of leaders and scary things happening. As I was headed out to get my daily breakfast today, I heard some disturbing news on the car radio about LGBTQ news. A format or lifestyle that we have worked so hard to provide for as citizens and feel safe in our own demeanor. I'm really hoping the crisis of a youthful perspective is still looked at as sacred and not intimidated. This honestly, coming from a gay boy is the most disturbing news I've heard all week. "To attempt to cut the crisis outreaches of others" is absolutely not okay in any circumstance. Look further to help out in any way that you can! This has the worth of those who often put thoughts in there about being yourself and not being branded for it. I admit I've turned my head on politics many times but this issue hits home to me both personally and professionally. I know that sassy "Mama Rose" at a young age will tell you to always be yourself and follow your heart because life is so worth it.
"A Love Letter To The Tony's"
Dear Tony's,
I am aware that I saw the season's craze of talent, vibrance, and vision and knew there would be a fierce outlook. However, I was also aware of last season's classical triumphs & tribulations against the talent pool that bills above a New York scene. I had the hugest pleasure of seeing "Sunset Boulevard", "Redwood", & my all time favorite musical, "Gypsy"! They were all filled with charisma, charm, and acting chops beyond belief- not to forget the immense vocals and other abilities. Some brought in respected pop culture, classical Broadway genre, or even the return perfection of a Disney Princess sadly forgotten by the committee. Understandably, I do see less than a great number of slots where we can play around here and these all seem well deserving. I'm hoping for a usual outcome with, of course, the shows that I saw. After all, my purposes for seeing them remain and I stand by my reasoning for theatrical work. Pictured here doesn't begin to describe the fun and adventure these productions take me on.
From Your Big Fan,
Nathan
"Your American Dream"
-To be either rich or famous would be an exceptional goal in this politically challenged life. However, staying grounded and pet friendly, I have had a thought or two about maintaining few jobs with my acting career to stay out of trouble and make my own 'American Dream' happen. Seems tiring or somewhat taxing and uneasy but if you are like me, a friendly, freeing type of human who doesn't mind structure here or there then why not have a home base where this stuff happens and then travel elsewhere for performing. Fill your days and nights with your influences and good things will come from that. I mean, they are always looking for unique and realistic listings. I guess I've been caught trying to form this and it's enlightening. If you have stamina and training to do so then you can totally go far with your careers of choice and live life to the fullest and still be the best performer ever . The spotlight will not wait and curtain time will happen of course. You don't even really have to be a performer either, you can have a logic that beats all and makes you the star of your show! Nathan resides in Massachusetts and has business all over New England and has social bonds in New York.
"Got Into a New Hobby!"
-Last year was my deadline. I had to start upon something that stroke my interest and be more interesting with a hobby! Thanks to some help from a neighbor, a push from my family, and support from others, I started a garden. It was a lot of hard work and is an upkeep I try to continue to enlighten myself with. I'm getting better at it and this summer's is even better.
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